Saturday, January 10, 2009

Just a few words that bring me comfort.

How do I say goodbye ... when I didn't get to say hello?
I want so bad to keep you ... how do I let you go?
I have so many dreams, so much love I want to share
There's nothing I can do ...why is life unfair?
You're my perfect angel...I dreamed you long ago
I never got to hold you but it breaks my heart to let you go
The pain and confusion I feel inside
I can not explain...I can not describe
God will rock you in your cradle and watch you as you sleep
I will love you in my heart ... it's all I get to keep
you are blessed my child ... you're in heaven up above
You'll never be alone...you have Mommy & Daddy's love

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I thought of you and closed my eyes,......

and prayed to God today. ....

Asked what makes a mother ....

and I know I heard Him say, ....

“A mother has a baby. ....

This we know is true.”....

But God, can you be a mother, ....

when your baby's not with you?

“Yes, you can,” He replied with confidence in His voice. ....

“I give many women babies, ....

when they leave is not their choice.....

Some I send for a lifetime, ....

and others for a day.....

And some I send to fill your womb ....

but there's no need to stay.”....

I just don't understand this, ....

God, I want my baby here.

I took a breath and cleared my throat....

and then I cried a tear. ....

“I wish I could show you

what your child is doing today. ....

If you could see your child smile with other children and say,....

"I went to earth to learn a lesson

of life and love and fear. ....

My Mommy loved me, oh so much, ....

I got to come straight here. ....

I feel so lucky to have a mom....

who had so much love for me. ....

I learned my lesson very quickly. ....

My Mommy set me free.....

I miss my Mommy, oh so much....

but I visit her each day. ....

And when she goes to sleep at night, ....

on her pillow is where I lay. ....

I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek ....

and whisper in her ear, ....

'Mommy, don't be sad today, ....

I'm your baby and I am here.'" ....

So you see, my dear sweet one, ....

your baby is okay....

Your baby is here in My Home ....

and this is where he'll stay. ....

He'll wait for you with Me ....

until your lesson is through. ....

And on that day that you come Home,....

he'll be waiting at the gates for you. ....

So now you see what makes a Mother... ....

It's the feeling in your heart. ....

It's the love you had so much of, ....

right from the very start. ....

Though some on earth may not realize you are a Mother

until their time is done.....

They'll be up here with Me one day, ....

and know you're the best one.


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Dear Mommy,

I know how much you love me, And I know how much you care. Iknow you are still wishing that I were still there. I know this dayis hard for you, And I know you will probally cry, And God knows yourhurting too, he understands just why, for he gave his son, so I couldbe an angel in the sky. I wish I could be there to wipe away yourtears. But I am up here with Jesus now. And in some future year, wewill all be together, and there will be no more tears. Ans we will getto know each other just like we wantedto. But for now, just know Ilove you. And Jesus loves you too. My Father here in Heaven wathcesover me for you.

If you are pregnant after a loss:

And he's sending soneone to you that I already know. Somone you anddaddy can love and touch and hold, a little person bright and new,whose life you two will mold. So please remember Mommy, this new babyon your knee, is bringing to you from above a little part of me.

Love, your Little Angel

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